so fucking shallow
you are the water that laps at my ankles
stroking my bones with your chilling
coldness.
i will dive into you
maybe you will hear me then
hear me and listen
listen and understand
that i don't seek help
i seek attention
as i lap at your own feet
no fucking focus no ears
kick me in the face while i'm down there
just like last night too.
you would say this to anyone because you love everyone
i just
want
to
be
special.