I hate you so much
I hate how when I look in the mirror
I see your fat rolls
your bug eyes
flawed skin
cut scars
bloody fingernails
fat fat fat!
and yet
when I'm out and about
I can never seem to remember
how much I hate you
so I fucking feed you all this
shit
like you deserve it or need it
and I hate how you moved
to a place where you get free food
and have to use a public restroom
where it's so fucking awkward
to use those laxatives I packed for you
or throw up that shit I fed you earlier
so this cut
this slice
is a little reminder
maybe tomorrow I won't fucking forget
maybe tomorrow I'll look down at this little red line
and know it means I just need to say no
for once in my fucking uncontrollable life
